Numbing Rejection

Day#89

I’m getting a hang of this writing a post a day quest I’m on. There’s an exciting thrill I find in seeing the number of posts go up daily, and unbeknownst to me, this newly found hobby of mine has turned into an outlet as well. I’m not one to keep a diary, so this little outlet means a lot in a way. I’m one of those people who sees a cute diary on the store shelf and buys it, only to shelve it at home. I have more than ten notebooks, each having half a page of writing on them. With that being said, I do hope to get to a point where I can write and publish material that is helpful to others, instead of me, me, me kind of posts.

But for now, let’s talk about me, shall we? You guessed it, I’m at Starbucks, working on my posts, school applications, and job applications. I have a job interview in 15 minutes with a gentleman who is in China. I’m so over getting nervous and anxious for interviews, I’m actually as chilled as a cucumber if not like an ice cube. I feel as though I have become numb as a result of the number of rejections I’ve gotten, missed opportunities and whatever else. I would really like to land a job that works for my needs, but how many rejections until then? I’m trying really hard to stay positive, but it is darn hard I’ll tell you that. Being home and not doing anything with my life is hard on me. There’s no sense of independence financially, and I feel stuck. I am not gonna give up though. I know something that is designed just for me is gonna come along, and SOON.

My prayer for the day is that I will be patient with the process. Praying the same for you. Let’s be patient and resilient.

With love,

~Thabie Joy~

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